I AM LITERALLY GOING INSANE
i fucking hate conversing and other people and being forced to interact but the reality rn is i need to see more people. more REAL LIFE people. i cant keep existing in my little bubble irl and on the internet and slowly be polluted with sociological debates and brainworms that make me feel nauseous and reclusive and second guess everything.
i want to clean whatever 10 years of internet based socialisation did to my neurons and talk to somebody who posts selfies on instagram with unironic hashtags or hasn’t ever needed to use incognito mode on chrome for non-porn related google searches. i desperately need that energy in my life.
i dont want 'memes' or 'takes' or 'shitposts', i want to speak to people who have TOUCHED GRASS without having ever considered that not touching grass was an option